Sister Cecilia Hervas, Pianist and Pastoral
Minister, Religious of the Assumption.
I
was born in Iloilo City, Philippines. At the early age of two, I learned to play
the piano and my family was convinced I was on my way to becoming a great pianist.
My parents delighted in showing me off to guests who were amazed I could identify
any note my mother played on the piano while I was blindfolded. I come from a
people gifted with ‘two jewels:’ music and the faith. My earliest
experience of God was the time I received my first Bible from my uncle-priest.
I was around eight. I felt an indescribable sense of awe as I held in my hands
the Word of God.
My childhood years were mostly happy. It was “the best of times…the
worst of times.” World War II brought home to us – 6 children and
our parents – the tentativeness of life. We lived the Exodus as we escaped
from the enemy by cover of night or sought the safety of air raid shelters to
the sound of exploding artillery. We survived. It was then I learned to pray.
It was after the war years that I was introduced to the Assumption. Entering
the gates of the school for the first time opened a new world. It was like learning
a new language: about God, about becoming ‘simple and straightforward,’ about
the value of sacrifice, silence, prayer, friendship, concern for the poor. I
felt, too, that the Sisters knew me and I mattered to them.
Each day ended with all of us receiving God’s blessing at Benediction.
The hymns we sang spoke of my deeper longings. And day after day, my eyes fell
on the words above the entrance to the chapel: “The Master is here and
calls you.”
In the years that followed, I finished my undergraduate degree in music at St.
Scholastica’s College in Manila and went on to the Eastman School of Music
in Rochester, NY for graduate studies. During one spring break, I thought of
looking up a former teacher then newly assigned in Philadelphia. On that visit,
a Sister asked, rather unexpectedly, “Cecilia, have you ever thought of
a religious vocation?” I don’t remember what I answered but, yes,
my early religious longings were awakened. It was a moment of grace. And I felt
it was ‘then or never.’ After receiving my Master’s degree
and the Performer’s Certificate award from Eastman , I chose to stay and
join the Assumption Sisters in Ravenhill.
My family, in far-away Philippines, was devastated. My father had died years
earlier. My mother was shocked and deeply hurt. To her I was as good as dead.
After my novitiate, I went back to the Philippines, with some trepidation. I
was assigned to the classroom where I learned to teach by teaching! Nothing prepared
me for it. My Superior, at one time, remarked, “You don’t have much
discipline in the classroom but you have a good influence on the students.” I
didn’t know what to make of that observation!
I loved my Sisters and enjoyed the students – outside of class. I was happy,
for the most part, doing what I did but something ‘nagged’ inside
me: the thought of my mother. The story of our reconciliation would require a
volume. Suffice it to say that grace triumphed. Forgiveness healed the rift and
something within was released.
It was at a retreat, after I came back to the United States, when the realization
dawned on me that my music and my religious vocation were ONE! And as if on cue,
I got invited to give concerts in Massachusetts, Philadelphia, Beverly Hills,
Virginia, the Assumption in Paris, Manila, Denmark. A classmate from Eastman
wrote, “I am happy to know you are playing again. Your sound is too beautiful
to silence.” Today when I play before people, I am aware I am touching
the human thirst for beauty. Music has power to move the heart where words sometimes
fail.
I have spent many summers working with Assumption College students in the fields
of San Ildefonso, Mexico, among the Otomi Indians. At the present, I journey
with people searching for God and the meaning of their lives through spiritual
direction and the RCIA (Rite of Christian Initiation of Adults).
My story is far from finished. Living one’s vocation is a decision that
needs to be renewed each day in community with my Sisters, with its joys and
agony. “Following Jesus – and with Mary – we learn compassion,
sharing, with respect, the joys and sufferings of those around us. We witness
in this practical way to God’s love for all people.” (From the "Assumption
Rule of Life.”)
Founding Congregations:Sisters of Divine Providence; Sisters of Charity of the Incarnate Word, Houston;
Sisters of the Incarnate Word and Blessed Sacrament; Sisters of Charity of the Incarnate Word, San Antonio; and Dominican Sisters
of Houston.